Category Archives: Eargasm

Music Mondaze | I Miss You / Everytime

I have 2 videos that hit me pretty hard this past month.
June used to be one of my favorite months with the birthday celebrations and summer starting. I know I shouldn’t let one thing effect my whole mood but it does. This doesn’t mean I’m neglecting , down playing , or not acknowledging anything else that happened in June but you know.. shit happens.

Happy Birthday to my family members: Hien (nephew), Nicole (niece), Auntie Christine, and my mom !

Big celebrations? I just graduated !! (well almost .. finishing up in summer). I’ll post pictures of my graduation once my friend edits them!

Debbie Downers? Oh you know .. My grandpa has been gone for 6 months .. it’s been half a year already without him and it’s been rough. I don’t think I can get over this feeling cause it’s seems like I’m just tolerating it / getting used to living without him. We were supposed to celebrate graduation together and his birthday (June 15) which happens to land on Father’s day and my Pilipino Graduation @ UCLA. It’s a lot of mixed emotions in a bottle. Anyways the two songs I’ve been listening to are covers and they capture how I feel about him. It’s Jeni Suk – I Miss You (Frank Ocean/Beyonce) cover and Bea Go – Everytime (Britney Spears) cover. Enjoy.

Music Mondaze: GoldLink | starRo| esta. | Joe Kay

Since I am going to The Sound of Tomorrow at The Echoplex this Friday, I thought  I’d post this playlist my friend (S/O to Christian!) made! I am actually new to these Dj’s but I am definitely feeling these remixes. I hope ya’ll enjoy this playlist as much as I do!

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Nothing Even Matters

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Like I said before, I have a hard time being home. It is like I purposely put myself in this sinkhole that I cannot plug. Yet when I am far away I yearn for this loving & depressing place.
We dragged eerie in this home and it hasn’t escaped. I don’t know if it ever will …

You know how heartbroken it is to see your mom come home from work with tears?
My mom leaned on my head and shoulder for support. For me to validate her feelings with the things that she had to deal with.
Sometimes I feel that I am not enough.
At least not yet anyways.

Nothing even matters no more.

I’m staring at the clock
It’s a quarter to three
I’m tossing in my bed
Cause I just can’t sleep
Cause you’re not here with me
I’m reaching out for you
I wish I could talk to you
Trying to figure out what’s going on with me
I’m used to having all the answers for everything

I think I’m really good at taking music lyrics out of context and relating/interpreting it to how I feel lol.

Music Mondaze: Motel Pool – Travis Garland

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Thanks to Brian Puspos I am now addicted to this song.



Donald Glover aka Childish Gambino, you are a fucking genius. If you listened to his new album Because the Internet, you need to check out his script with it. Go to and you’ll see the script with videos! “SECOND NOTE TO READER: The visuals have no sound. They are meant to be played while the song is playing.” He has a fucking script for his album *so mind blown.* I can’t help but replay the visuals in my mind while I listen to his music. Check out this link if you want to go to his Deep Web Tour (: I’ll be seeing him May 3rd in LA

Been a fan since he performed at UCLA for Bruin Bash 2011<3.

One of my favorite songs from his album. I would post his music video but I think this lyric video is hilarious.


Here’s a dope freestyle from CG!


Throwback joint tonight! Oh yes, Stussy x LVRS x Theophilus London launch party on 08.24.12 was poppin’. Yeah I said it, “POPPIN'” LOL. There was a line formed outside of the store since it was “packed inside.” The man of the night stepped outside and invited ladies to drop in. 21 wristband, check! Food and beverages provided by Pabst Blue Ribbon, Boxed Water, and Dante Fried Chicken. Free BOOZE, WATER, & FOOD (although I only had one in that list and it’s not water or food). I checked out the LVRS x Stussy collection but not that many were left from the capsule collection. What I love most about this collection was the hat. Red LVRS embroidered in front, Stussy in gold on the side, and two gold stars on the other side … clean (best believe I copped). Photo creds to my friend Michelle and thanks for accompanying me at this launch party!

Ps. My favorite song from him is Big Spender ft ASAP Rocky. Lowkey he looks like Dj Jazzy Jeff from back then. haha Enjoy (: