I haven’t felt content for awhile. It’s a nice feeling. I am slowly getting back to my routines and it feels wonderful. I feel like myself again. I am not that needy girl that I was during the past 4 months. I either attached myself to whoever or completely distant myself. I was on two different extremes and highly emotional for many reasons but I feel like I have control again. Let’s leave the things that I cannot change and be the driver seat of the things I can.
Every morning is a start of a new page. I choose what goes in it. I guess I’ll leave room for my feelings if I need to. I’m getting a better grasp at handling myself after a breakdown. Losing a loved one is difficult but that won’t stop me from living. (: